Elul 25, 5769
Oh my friends it has been a beautiful day in my little part of the world! The sun has been shining and I listened to a bird outside my back door singing. It was so wondeerful!
I have tried to write a blog for quite awhile but just couldn't seem to get the words to write. I started two..but was stopped cold. Maybe He will allow me to finish them at a later day, He has done that before.
I am very excited that the Fall Feasts are almost here. Daughter Jess and I are excited because it will mean the begining of Torah studies again and there is always so much to learn from Torah!
I am very thankful today because we have had answered prayer. My granddaughters, Aletha and Arrin, have been without healtcare insurance for a while because thier dad, Less has refused to put them on his military insurance. I have prayed hard about this and I know how our Father feels about the mistreatment of the girls. Maria found out today that we can go to Ft. Leavenworth and get temporary identity cards for the girls so they can go to the PX and the Commissary and they are fully covered now by Tri-Care Military insurance. Praise ADONAI! We are not wasting any time...we are going tomorrow morning!
Less will have 30 days to respond to Jagg then they will contact his Commanding Officer. He is going to have to stand up and be a man and father and take some responsibility for his daughters.
I praise You OH YHWH Elohim! I praise Your Holy Name! Kadosh! Kadosh! Kadosh!
These past days have been, for me, a time of seeking to find out things about myself. I keep hearing over and over agin..."Get back. Move forward!"
It seems that I am instructed to look back and see where I was....sometimes we do this and see that we have "come a long way baby to get where we got to today" and that is truth but I also see that I have stayed in the same place...or at least it seems so.
When I started this journey I was nowhere and I was seeking Him with fervor. I ate, drank, lived and slept the Word. I studied all the time. seeking His truth. Elohim was my teacher. He still IS my teacher. He ministered to me constantly. He showed me His power..His compassion..His love for me.
Let me tell you one story...I love the group 'Second Chapter of Acts' and one song was so powerful to me and spoke of Him singing over us with love. I knew it had to be in the Bible. I did search after search but I just could not seem to find it. Then one day I was at Wal Mart, looking at the greeting cards. I reached and took one...and as I read it I was amazed...I was overcome with the reality of His love towards me...
the song said "He will shelter us under His wings and sing over us'.......here I was looking at this card..I don't remember what the verse said, although I bought the card and have it somewhere....the scripture was Zephaniah 3:17......"YHWH your Elohim is with you, He is mighty to save. He rejoices over you with joy, He will quiet you with His love, He will rejoice over you with singing."
He has been my guide to all that I have learned. His instructions to me were to let Him be my teacher and to glean at the feet of others. To use discernment at all times.
I have done this...searching the internet for teachings...buying books that would further my walk with Him On His Path...His Way.
I am reaching back, searching the pages of my notes to see where I once was....it is as though when I get back to where I was....I will move forward...far beyond this place I am at right now. I know I must move forward...we all must move forward because of what is ahead of us.
We are in perilous times and they are getting worse. We have to get ourselves ready....we have to be positioned for what ever comes our way.
I watched a video about the coming events...it seemed so unreal to know that after all the years of hearing about these days, we are actually in them and the horrors are about to begin. I thought about the Muslims and their desire to take control of the world. As we are waiting for Yeshua to return and the Jews are waiting for Messiah...the Muslims are waiting for their al Mahde. It is said he will reign for seven years. Seven years? Hmmmmm...sounds familiar.
At this I think about a dream/vision I had about the endtimes. There was a vast area.....hundreds and hundreds of people were there...and also there were men in black clothes with black hooded things over their heads...and they had scythes and were beheading all the people. I have perceived these men as Muslim.
I also think about Daughter Jess' dream...the two constellations....the one above, representing the Father that was filled with wrath and overflowing into the constellation below, which represented Yeshua, Who was catching all the the overflow. But it was almost time for Him to let go and then He would no longer be able to hold it back.
These are days of sometimes having feelings of dread, of depression, of not feeling worthy...but we have One Who wants to help us through these times and get back on track......."YHWH your Elohim is with you, He is mighty to save. He rejoices over you with joy, He will quiet you with His love, He will rejoice over you with singing."